The chubby girl is struggling speed on roller skates.
She is alone.
She is in that crazed eye.
She imagines the neighborhood friends.
Most the poets I know are fat girls on roller skates.
Few of them are in love,
but many know how to sing
the notes of the uncaptured orchestra.
I think the composer Randy Newman is like that.
I don’t think he loves L.A.
I don’t think he loves.
I don’t think I really have a friend in him.
The friends I know
who are in love
are doing something.
Love is busy magic.
Love must be magic
‘cause when my friends fall in it
they disappear.
I drove with a woman
across the mosquito creeks of Arkansas
to figure out why that was.
Looking at each other like surgeons,
daring the other to go first
I finally asked how long
she thought it would last.
She said she it didn’t matter how long,
it just mattered that it was.
I changed the subject,
told her about the lone roller skater.
I asked if she thought she had ever been kissed.
She didn’t think so.
We held still, then
a sky flush with moon
opened up like a ballroom
and her kiss broke the spine of the night
paralyzing the moment
into our skulls,
forever.